Tuesday 28 November 2017

Sunday 5 November 2017

should I wait or leave?

should I drop him or wait for him?

to be honest since our third date I have been asking myself whether I should just drop Juin. When he was with me it felt like his mind wasn't. Why am I doing this to myself? Other people seem to find guys that truly love them whilst it always seems like a one sided love.

Every time I want to drop Juin and delete everything I just can't bring myself to do so because I miss him. I don't know how this is going to go because I have never dated before, I don't know how to play this game. Scared Im going to get hurt again, I rather pull out early than fall in too deep.

How well do I even know you ? I don't even know ? Sometimes I wish I never met you.

Shouldn't I have someone who truly loves me and respects me. Can I take a pill and forget u ....

what should I do ? should I just let you go you don't even care about me. why is life so hard....