13.02.2017 I am ready !

I finally have the courage to be able to delete all the photos of Alex and I. I do not love him anymore. I am over him. I finally overcame my feelings for him. I can say for definite I am ready to meet someone new and accept a new relationship with someone who will treat me with respect and love me for who I am. New day New me.

Stay positive and keeping smiling Sammy.

Spring Day

Please tell me this is all a lie...

So tonight I was in the kitchen with my housemate Kirstie and I told her everything thats been happening for the past few months, in particular to Alex and his response. Even she said it probably he has another girl in his life. When a third person says this I think its true. Thats why after that day after ice skating he stopped talking to me is because he has found another girl. I previously thought it was just an excuse and it was all a lie but now looking at it its probably true. My heart is aching again but as painful as it is for me to admit it I think its time to move on....

Its especially hard when all your friends around you are all in love and have boyfriends. Can someone please tell me all this is just a lie and I can go back to being happy and not thinking about anyone.